How I Feel in Bakasana

When I practice bakasana, usually, the only thing on my mind is making sure I don't fall on my head (which has happened twice). It's hard to let go and be peaceful in a pose that takes so much focus and muscular effort, especially when failure to hold it properly can cause injury. I also feel proud when I can manage to correctly hold this asana, because it's a very difficult asana to hold.